Yeah. I've been having some family issues... and now my life has turned for the worst. My dearest pet, Panini, passed away on New Year's Eve. I feel so depressed lately. I haven't done anything since January 1st. It's so hard to walk near the place he used to sleep. I always said hello, now I turn around and he isn't there.

Yeah... I miss him. Having a dear pet pass away is very painful. I can't imagine what I'll do now if my dog decides to leave now as well...

[link]
A memorial to him.

R.I.P. Panini
We'll all miss you...

*Signatures left from my friends:

Stella:"Panini, you were an awesome ferret. You were so full of personality! I hope that, wherever ferret heaven is, you're happy and playing like you used to. Heck, even flying with your little angel wings. Don't forget Renee, she was a really good friend to you. Even though she's sad now, you'll have to wait for her to come to you. Good luck, Panini."

Justin:"I can't imagine how hard it must be for you. Panini was a great friend, even though he bit me a lot. I am sure he's in a better place now, doing all those things he couldn't do before. We will miss him."

Demi:I'm sory about your pet. I know how it feels like to lose someone important. I hope you will feel better later. He wouldn't like to see you crying."

Thank you for your support...

LOL at random title. I'm not dead, I swear. I know most of you don't read my journal or reply to it, though...
Oh well...

In response to a note I got before, I have been a bit busy. Not only with schoolwork, but also some family issues so yeah, I really haven't had the time to write or draw anything.

But do not fear! Soon I will start posting stuff again.

PS, I have recently opened a fanfiction account, so look there for my Fan-Fic related stories which I will not be posting here. Only original stuff here.


That and Merry Christmas, I hope you all enjoyed it!
And have a Happy New Year's Eve.











PPS: Stella I WILL KILL YOU, for obsessing me with Assassin's Creed!

OH-MY-GOD! I simple love the person who sent me the new scanner/printer on Monday. You rock! I have absolutely NO idea who it was but I'm glad you did. I really needed a new scanner, mine always gets stupid or something. It used to eat up all my colors, but now...thanks stranger!

EDIT: I just found out who sent me the scanner. It was a old friend of mine XD Oops...but her note was in the box and I didn't notice it. so sorry... But thanks a LOT! I wish that someday I can return the favor to you.

Some may or may not have noticed that I've been gone for a really long time. I've just finished submitting some stuff. My computer was hacked and is flooded with viruses, so much, that it ended up dying TT^TT Now, all the schoolwork has to be done in the cyber cafe things or with my friends and my bf that have been kind enough to lend me their computers for a while. Thnaks guys for all your support. And they'e also e-mailed me this fun quiz-game thingy which I'm going to do right now. Dun dun duuun! Ok, I'm ready, here I go!

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RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player, MP3player, etc on Shuffle

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name



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Are you male or female?
Leave Out All the Rest~Linkin Park [lol XD I'm female]

Describe yourself!
All The Things She Said~t.A.T.u [no comment]

What do people feel when they're around you?
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison~My Chemical Romance [wtf...no comments]

Describe your current relationship.
The Kill~30 Seconds to Mars [well that's depressing, it's not really like that lol, I luffies my Justin ^w^]

Where would you like to be now?
Kung Fu Fighting~Foo Fighters [WHAT?!? I don't even know kung-fu XD]

How do you feel about love?
Love is Dead~Tokio Hotel [...maybe...]

What's your life like?
Eden~Hooverphonic [LOL]

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Miss Murder~AFI [too weird]

Say something wise.
Animal I Have Become~Three Days Grace [even weirder O____o']

If someone says "is this okay?" you say...
Vampires Will Never Hurt You~My Chemical Romance [lmao]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Canta Per Me~Noir SoundTrack [I like Italian guys? O-o]

So how do you feel today?
Until The Day I Die~Story Of The Year [pffft! *is laughing*]

What is your life's purpose?
Beautiful Lie~30 Seconds to Mars [depressing]

What is your motto?
Rosenrot~Rammstien [dunno what it means...]

What do you think of your parents?
Its The Fear~Within Temptation [the only one I fear is my mom O________O]

What do you think about very often?
I Like The Way You Move~DJ ROCKERS [XDDDD I'm a pervert?]

What is 2 + 2?
Whispers In The Dark~Skillet [4? I suck at math]

What do you think of your best friend?
Zetsubou Billy~Maximum the Hormone [lol my friend is hopeless XD]

What do you think of the person you like?
Even In Death~Evanescence [true,true]

What is your life story?
Dysfunctional Family~Cinema Bizzare [depressing again...]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni~Eiko Shimamiya [...whaaaat?]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Get Out Alive~Three Days Grace [*is laughing again* weddings aren't THAT bad...are they?]

What will they play at your funeral?
Wake Me Up When September Ends~Green Day [wow...that fits I guess]

What is your hobby/interest?
DARE~Gorillaz [yes I dare a lot! xD]

What is your biggest fear?
When Worlds Collide~dunno the artist [WTF!!!]

What is your biggest secret?
About Her~Malcolm Mclaren [LOOOOL]

What do you think of your friends?
Dead!~My Chemical Romance [waaah! my friends are dead ;-;]

What will you post this as?
World Without Logos~Hellsing [hah yeah!]

Some may or may not have noticed that I've been gone for a really long time. I've just finished submitting some stuff. My computer was hacked and is flooded with viruses, so much, that it ended up dying TT^TT Now, all the schoolwork has to be done in the cyber cafe things or with my friends and my bf that have been kind enough to lend me their computers for a while. Thnaks guys for all your support. And they'e also e-mailed me this fun quiz-game thingy which I'm going to do right now. Dun dun duuun! Ok, I'm ready, here I go!

x-------------------------------------x

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player, MP3player, etc on Shuffle

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name



---

Are you male or female?
Leave Out All the Rest~Linkin Park [lol XD I'm female]

Describe yourself!
All The Things She Said~t.A.T.u [no comment]

What do people feel when they're around you?
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison~My Chemical Romance [wtf...no comments]

Describe your current relationship.
The Kill~30 Seconds to Mars [well that's depressing, it's not really like that lol, I luffies my Justin ^w^]

Where would you like to be now?
Kung Fu Fighting~Foo Fighters [WHAT?!? I don't even know kung-fu XD]

How do you feel about love?
Love is Dead~Tokio Hotel [...maybe...]

What's your life like?
Eden~Hooverphonic [LOL]

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Miss Murder~AFI [too weird]

Say something wise.
Animal I Have Become~Three Days Grace [even weirder O____o']

If someone says "is this okay?" you say...
Vampires Will Never Hurt You~My Chemical Romance [lmao]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Canta Per Me~Noir SoundTrack [I like Italian guys? O-o]

So how do you feel today?
Until The Day I Die~Story Of The Year [pffft! *is laughing*]

What is your life's purpose?
Beautiful Lie~30 Seconds to Mars [depressing]

What is your motto?
Rosenrot~Rammstien [dunno what it means...]

What do you think of your parents?
Its The Fear~Within Temptation [the only one I fear is my mom O________O]

What do you think about very often?
I Like The Way You Move~DJ ROCKERS [XDDDD I'm a pervert?]

What is 2 + 2?
Whispers In The Dark~Skillet [4? I suck at math]

What do you think of your best friend?
Zetsubou Billy~Maximum the Hormone [lol my friend is hopeless XD]

What do you think of the person you like?
Even In Death~Evanescence [true,true]

What is your life story?
Dysfunctional Family~Cinema Bizzare [depressing again...]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni~Eiko Shimamiya [...whaaaat?]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Get Out Alive~Three Days Grace [*is laughing again* weddings aren't THAT bad...are they?]

What will they play at your funeral?
Wake Me Up When September Ends~Green Day [wow...that fits I guess]

What is your hobby/interest?
DARE~Gorillaz [yes I dare a lot! xD]

What is your biggest fear?
When Worlds Collide~dunno the artist [WTF!!!]

What is your biggest secret?
About Her~Malcolm Mclaren [LOOOOL]

What do you think of your friends?
Dead!~My Chemical Romance [waaah! my friends are dead ;-;]

What will you post this as?
World Without Logos~Hellsing [hah yeah!]